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    July 23

    (- S mi Le -)

     
     
    Hi...All of My Friends...Que paso ?!!
    มีเรื่องราวมากมายที่อยากจะบอกแบบ
    ว่า...อืม ช่วงนี้เบื่อมาก เรียน สเปน ยากนิ
    จะอ้วกเป็นภาษาสเปน อยู่ล่ะ แต่ก็สนุกดีนะ
    เรียนๆไปก็มันส์ดี ชอบ ชอบ ฮาๆ ขำๆ
     
    ..........................................................................
     
    This time I have to throw my feeling out
    what da hell I have someone for keep
    my feel but I can trust ... maybe not now
    life everday I go to school and back to
    my dorm..do like this...Bored day !!
     
    """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""
    Im in Bkk on weeked I went to many place
    hangout it was funny day..hahaha I love it.
    this day I have to read so much book again
    for get ready to next year..555+
    for next year something it gonna be happen
    in my life have to see,,,what going on !!
     
    .............................................................................
     
    เมื่อวานไป สวน กะ เซ็นลาด มา สินค้า
    ลดราคากระหน่ำ แต่แพงอยู่ดี อย่าลืมไปกัน
    เยอะๆนะค่า อิอิ กลับมาจาก สวน ปวดส้นเท้า
    อย่างแรงอ่ะ จะตาย แมร่งใส่ อะไรไม่ดูว่าจะ
    ไปไหน เลยเรา โง่เจงๆๆ คราวหน้าไม่ได้ล่ะ
    เดือนหน้าว่าจะกลับบ้าน อยากไปมาก
    คิดถึงบ้าน คิดถึง ,,, งืม งืม
     
    """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""
    The last thing I need to shout it out !!!
    *Love Mom and Dad
    *Study for a good future
    * I have a big dream
    *Love everyone who Love Me
    ~I'm lovin'it~
     
    "Benn/Kek"
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
    July 14

    WHat dA :: Hell

     
    Hey Hey Yeh Yeh I dont Like Your GirlFriend.....Whoo I like this song !!!!
     
    what ever what da hell with my life I feel like frusted with everything
     
    I need to begin again with my seriously thing [education]....so....
     
    I should be pround with everything I done,,Yeh Yeh,,
     
    people around me them really have infleence with me
     
    with ma' feeling especially my familia .. that's it ..
     
     
    I try to intend to study for my next year it
     
    make me wondersometime I need someone for help
     
    me try to rapair ma' problme have i ?! I dont need to give up
     
     again I'll be here for fight with many problem that I cant skip so,,let's me do it
     
     
     
    please dont't to warm me that's is my dream
     
    I want my familia pround of me really I feel sad and serious too
     
    I cant explain how I feel right now plzzz be with me GOSH !!!!
     
    I cant efford something it special for me now eeducation it really important with ME
     
     
    -BeNn-
     
     
    Ps.
    Love everyone who love ME !!
    Mucho exito !!!!
    เมษา-พฤษา นี้ทุกอย่างจะชัดเจน กับชีวิต กรุ
     
     
     
     
    July 02

    Lonely

                                                                 
     
    หวัดดีๆๆๆ เพื่อนที่หลงตัว ลืมตัวเข้ามา อ่าน Spaces กรุ
    อยากจะบอกว่า ตอนนี้ ย้ายที่เรียนใหม่แล้ว มาเรียน
    ที่ ราม กรุงเทพ คณะมนุษยศาสตร์ ภาษาสเปน
    เหงามากมาย ไม่รู้จักใครเลยซักคน เบื่อด้วย
    อยากจะกลับบ้าน Homesick แต่ไม่ได้ ซิ กรุ ต้อง
    ตั้งใจเรียน จะพยายาม อย่างสุดความสามารถ
    อยากเรียนให้ จบเร็วๆๆ จะได้ทำงาน แล้วใช้
    ชีวิต เป็นมนุษย์เงินเดือน กะเขา ซักที
    อยากเก็บเงินไปเที่ยวหลายประเทศ อยู่
    เม็กซิโก บราซิล อเมริกา เปรู แคนนาดา
    อยากมากกก ตอนนี้ รอไป ก่อน ไม่มีเงิน ซักกะบาท
     
    เพื่อนๆๆ กรุเหงามากมายมาอยู่ที่นี้ คิดถึงพวกแกจัง
    บอกตามตรง กรุไม่ชอบ กรุงเทพเลยยยย
    คนเยอะ อึดอัด ไปไหนก็ ยากเย็น เบื่อ !!
    ทุกวันนี้ไปเรียนแล้วกลับ หอ วันๆๆ ทำอยู่แค่เนี่ย
    พอ เสาร์ อาทิตย์ ออกไป เที่ยวเดินเล่น แค่ใกล้ๆๆ
     
    บอกไคเดียวว่า เบื่อ เศร้า เหงา
     
     
    **นังพวกบ้าบอ ฉันคิดถึงพวกแกจัง
     
    Solo Otra VeZ !!!!!! Mucho Te Extrano me amigos !!!!
     
    Benjy
     
     
     
    May 24

    Back from American and Mexico

    มาแล้วว !!! ฉันกลับมาแล้วว
    กลับมาจาก อเมริกา เมืองที่ใคร ว่า เริด
    ที่ไหนได้ จะบ้าตายยย
     
    ไปทำงาน Mcdonal's มา โดนใช้ อย่างแรง
    แต่ได้ ประสบการณ์ เพียบ มากกๆๆ
     
    กลับมาเงี่ย ดำขึ้นมากมายย
    ตอนนี้รักษาตัวอยู่ที่ หอ รักษา อาการความดำ
    ที่ได้มามากมาย จาก Mississippi คนดำเยอะมาก
     
    ฝรั่งนะหล่อๆๆ หายากกก มีแต่ ไม่อยากจะ พูด
    ได้เพื่อนๆๆ ดีๆๆมากมาย ฉันไปที่นู้นะ
    ได้ น้ำหนักเพิ่มมาตั้ง 3-4 โบ แนะ
    ต้องลด ด่วนนน ไม่ได้ อ้วน ดำๆๆๆ
     
    กลับบ้านมาอยู่บ้านได้แค่ วันเดียวเอง ก็ ต้องรีบ
    กลับมาทำเรื่องที่ มอ โอ๊ยย
     
    เดี๋ยวอีกไม่นานจะเอารูปที่ AMERICA มาลง อิอิ
    เนี่ยได้ไป MEXICO มาด้วย คุ้มมากก
    ไปหาเพื่อน สนิท เดอะ มูวี่ๆๆๆ
     
    ไปที่ Mexico ได้ไป สร้างบ้านให้ คนจน และ ไปเข้าค่ายลูกเสือ
    เนี่ยดำ กลับมาก็เพราะ เงี่ยแหละ จะบ้า ตายยย
    คิดถึง Mexico อาหาร ที่นั้น Chihua"TACO"
     
    อร่อยมากกก MUCHO DILICIOSO...
     
    อาหารที่ อเมริกา ไม่มีไร ได้ กิน แต่ แฮมเบอร์เกอร์ อาหารนะ
    มีแต่ ชีส ทั้งนั้น ไม่ชอบก็ต้องกิน ทำไงได้ เบื่อจะแย่
    คิดถึง อาหารไทยมากมาย
    เอาไว้แค่นี้ก่อนแล้ว ค่อยมา อัพใหม่
     
    เพื่อน กรุกลับมาแล้วนะ
    คิดถึงทุกคน จุ๊บๆๆ***
     
     
     
     
     
                BENN**
     
     
     
     
     
    February 26

    Go to the USA

    Sawasdee ka....my all friends and who just visit my spaces...:p
     
                   I dunno maybe today I am going to writting my spaces blog the last day before
    I'll left Thailand for 3 month and then I'm sure I'll writ again...left my country just 3 month
    it not so long but...I dodn't know what will happen in my future maybe if I been there I didn't
    have time for do like this ..really I'm not ready for go US I want to stay in my home..^^
    I just wanted to see someone that I didn't see sooo longtimeee I want to know how your life is.
    that you have been old me....right ?!!....and for all of my friends who say with me all the time
    SUVERNIE plzzz...55+ I'll crap FARANG for you..but let's me look frist if they "Lor"...they for me
    55555555+
                   Maybe I'l get many experinces for there I'll regret..huh ? really....ok...now
    wanna say..." Bye Bye Thailand 3 Month" "Bye Bye All of My friends" "RAKK......."
     
    Benn
     
    Ps.If I don't have "Amono Ok" how should I do ?
    Ps.I didn't eat many thai food that I like...ahhhh = =::::
    Ps.Everyone Good Luck....CHOCK AAAAA
    February 21

    H! H! H!

    H! for Who reading this Blog...
     
              Longtime not writing...coz' I'm lazy 55+ and Let's me tell funthing fun expereinces today
    ...me,Khaijio and Koi..we went to Maesai City..we shopping a lot..I pay about 1000 Bath and them
    too..I bought new shoes "Tappa" and shower tower "Tabo" and umm..New wallet "Gucci" 55+
    it pink coulor I love it...!! **" I feel ful lot...   and these day I have final exam..really hard...
    fucking of final exam..especially " Linguistics " ohh Nooo....really hard I hope I'll get B+ for
    this subject...just my imagination...55+ and I'll exam finish about 28 Feb..then I'll back home
    hurry coz 1st March I have to help my mom something it really important.....with mom...
    however.....I don't want to go the US coz I'm afraid...how I alive ? I don't have my favorite food ?!!
    I didn't drink "Amino OK" and manything I like 3 Month ?!! shit..!!! = ="
     
    Benn
     
    Ps.Home sick and Love MFLU friends..Jub Jub
    Ps.Miss 6/12-2006....love everone too..drop me a line..!!
    February 13

    B'Day and Fun thing

    Sawasdee Ka..Phean ๆๆ
     
          First on Saturday 10th Feb I went to English najor party with my friends it was fun we dance in night club...oh noo
    really fun I feel hurt my fool but I don't care I dance and dance with my friends wanna say " thank you major english friends"
    you make this party for us...woo..Like it...
          And today is my birthday my room mate they was surprise me they do like nothing happen today and then then came
    and surprise me sing song Happy Birthday to me and give cake to me...","
     
    My Birthday I make a wish...
    1.Mom and Dad be Happy forever
    2.Love U never change
    3.Thank you..Tom,Maeroon,Khim,Fern for yummy cake surprise my B'day
    4.Thank you..LookTan,P'Oa,Pikky..for your powder and present !!55+
     
    Benn-Happy Day,,
    February 05

    alive

    Hello...Sawasdee ka!
     
              Now adays my life was busy everything it so fast on weekend I went to Chiang-Mai for interview
    request American Visa ohh..excited ..55..of couse that my first time I'll go aboard and I passed ..hehehe*
    and tired to call "someone" but ... didn't pick up my called many time I tried to call but still ordinary
    no answer but it ok...don't want to ask with me ;'( how sad ?!! Forgot it...I went to CM I buy new shoes
    update my fashion was fun update my life for accept new thing will come tomy life as soon as...555+
     
             Something that I really hate so much I don't want to sited a bus I feel headche wanted to vomit
    all the time I didn't know what happened with me in the past I sited a car,bus didn't have something
    wrong with me it ok....but it ok...experiences for life...I'm not (HISOO) :p ohh...it soon on Saturday 10
    February I'll have big party with my Major...Bachelor of Arts English Major we will have party at
    "San Phu Hotel" almost of my major we will going there and everyone we have to good looking for that
    party so,I have costom for that party already...hehehe* under that hotel have popular night club ohh
    I think it will was fun....just now adays have to responsibility life and many homework and big project
    for sent to teacher and reads books for get ready final exam ... just that day we will have some rest
    for a while really...and coming to real final examination and then have big summer vacation...
     
             Alive at MFLU was good everything it look ok it can admit my new friends and new studying but
    it not sure yet I'll study here untill 4th year coz' I apply to new entrance again just experiences 55+
    Let's see what will happen on my life....
     
    Ps.Thank You my friends for help me.. (Pikky,Looktan,Som Elef,Tai,Pa'Aom,Som Bar) JUB JUB.. :*)
    Ps.Love everyone who is love me too..(So pround)
    January 24

    New month New Life

    Hola !! amigota
     
     
              didn't update so longtime althrough I'll update but didn't have anyone read it and interesting it 55+
    I don't care coz' I feel happy when i do !! 55+ by the way, have many thing it happen to my life and nowadays
    I feel tired so much have lot of home work and soon I'll have final examination..about going to the US too
    so tired really everything it almost finish if finish this then I have to request visa going to Mexico ahrr...
    "TUKTING" khao jai mai kaa?!!!!!  everything it so fast exam and exam !! Teeneegers life it so tired
    but was fun and have great experience haha...u thing so ?!! my life on now aday was good new month
    new year and new life :) About sadness throw it in to a bin it the best...forgot it try to think just happiness
    in the past and present....it will be the good way for my life..hehe* oh my gosh !!! I'll get 20 yearold soon
    oops!!! oh noo...God please don't to sepate my younger age from me = =" Ja Kid Teung Mak mai leoi..!!!
     
              by the way,I'll have vacation summer on March till May .. eiei .. exciting exciting 55+ hope everything
    on my vacation summer it will be fine "Work and Travel in the USA 2007" "Visitor Exchage Program 2007"
     
    (( เพื่อนๆพี่ๆน้องๆ กูจะไป อเมริกาแล้วนะเว่ย )) *I want to see you again I want to know how you feel if u see me again ?!!*
     
    - Benn -
     
    December 28

    Mid-Term exam Finish

    Yip-Pee !!!!!!
    My mid-term exam it finish already the last subject I has an exam
    it be Seience subject ... I thing subject it really hard for me
    "Introduncetion of English Linguiestics" so hard I'm afraid I'll got
    "F" with this subject it important with my major...oww that day
    I came to exam "Listening and Speaking"  It I came to class ON-TIME !!!!!
     
    oh my gosh !!! what the hell with me !! don't have responsibility really !!
    my teacher him gonna kill me !!! arhrhhh !!! That's suck !!! and exam
    it hard too never have exam it easy all most .... 25-29 mid-term exam..
     
    and I'll go back Phrae province and New Year Party with my family and friends
    in Phrae in fact I don't want to go back coz'it have vacation break just 5 day
    but my mom told me "You should back coz' relatives back" we have to
    celebrate together...hehe* ok I do !! back home oww...I want to eat manything
    in Phrae" I love Local food" 555+ Ahan Ban Nok chan Chob mak mak !!!! 555+
     
    and then I'll go back to University 2 January coz' my uni open new second semaster
    on 3 Jan. have to back that day ..oww the day and time it gone so fast really
    I want to be an angle or special preson 555+ Stop the time !!! stop the earth !! 55
     
    and let's do some relax so longtime and stop my special person don't go anyway
    stay with me forever I just immagination 55+ but it reality it CAN NOT !!!!!
     
     
    by the way,
     
    Merry Christmas and Happy New Year 2007
     
     
    Benn-Kek
    December 18

    so cool in Chiang-Rai

    GOD MY OH !!!!
     
                 In Chiang-Rai Norther of Thailand so cool ~* Now I got sick so bad ...
     
    the season change so fast yesterday so hot but today it so cold can't believe
     
    what the hell with the word ?!! maybe soon um um....the world will broken..55+
     
    by the way,,soon I'll have mid-term exam 25-29 Norvember 2006 ararrrruu !!
     
    and then I'll have vacation break on New Year just 2 DAY !!! my University will
     
    open second semaster on 2 January so fast !! so,I can't back to Phrae for joy
     
    Happy New Year with my family !!! ~~* but ohh !! me and my friends we have
     
    plan after mid-term finish we'll go to night club and drink algohol in dormitory
     
    5555+ and the study hard again !! Now I stop play game already !! it hard to
     
    done !!! really !! Fighting Fight !!! Last....su su su thai !! go go go !!! hmm.....
     
     
    Benn~Kek
     
    Ps.Miss You and Take Care Na !!
     
     
     
     
    December 03

    Family visitor Me !!

    Today is Sunday,,,oh,,,let's me wake up toooooo late littlebit...hehe...but It not that I hope = =:
    My aunts , my mom , my grand mother them was call me so early about 7:00 a.m ahrrrrrr !!!
    them sai NOW I"M IN CHIANG RAI ?!!!!?!! I really confuse and suprise How they came ?!!!
    them said I'll picl up up and we will go to Mae Fha Luang Garden,Rong Kun temple and Mae Sai.
    I hurry wake up and take a shower so fast,,,and then my aunt her was call me now I'm inside
    your University already,,hurry up !!!! ,,I say OK OK !! then I do everything so fast,,,and meet
    them,,,hehe,,then we going to Mae Fha Luang Garden first ohh my gosh,,I wanted to see FLOWER
    I don't want to see people,,,have a lot torism travel there,,,but we didn't care so much coz we're
    arrive already,,my family and me took photo so much,,I'll up load picture later,,hehe,,
     
    after past through people already,,,we went to Mae Sai ,, Duty free Market in Chiang Rai Thailand
    but we didn't went to Burma coz we don't want,,,= =: my mom her pay money lot for shopping
    and my aunts,my grand mother too,,we shopping a lot ,,me too hehe,,but I'm didn't pay anything
    any money for shopping coz,,hehe,,came with Family of couse,,,them pay for me,,,hehe,,
    I buy Snack a lot ..I love it,,my mom and my aunts them buy Chestnut a lot about 4 Km for 1 person
    them like so much and it be suvernie for my uncle my aunts at home too...I'm carry a lot thing ,,
    soooooooo heavyyyy,,,,my hand feel hurt so much......ahrrr,,,,sooo reddd,,,but it ok,,,eieieieieieiei
     
    after that them sent me up to my University about 6 O'Clock when I saw them drove a car go away
    I wanna back home so much,,,,,but I can't coz 2morrow I have a science class in the morning,,,
    That's too bad....suck....by the way this month I maybe go to Bkk coz I'll request VISA MEXICO
    there,,hehe,,about Visa USA don't have problem,,,but visa mexico I have to request by my self,,
    hope it will pass..take it easy,,,hmmm,,,,go go go.....hehehehehe,,,,,"Today Is Happuriii DaY'' =)
    November 29

    Step in My Life

    --- Come back to reality my social, wanted to go so far away but I couldn't coz I have a lot of thing wait for me
    here...today my mom her will to incline money give me .. today I have to pay for reserve airplane 3,000 Bath first.
    I'll go with China airline ... cheaper 55+ I like it ... 55+ but I don't know I'll sit with who ?!! coz hmmm...ahrrr......
    serious with this plan too... I don't know how about mississipi state never know just choose there try to accept
    new thing come to my life ... I'm feel apprehensive really ... I don't wanna think it now....forgot it just moment ...
     
    Today I have science 8.30 - 10.00 a.m. after that I don't have a class anymore today just 1 subject....sa bai sa bai...:]
    6.00 p.m. I have appointiment with the junior code in my university and I have to pay 350 Bath for sport day in my Uni
    I hate it I don't like them to force freshy men 1st have to pay it..if don't pay or don't enjoy this activity them will
    to drive out from the liberal of arts major..so bad....shit....  yeee ti sud .......
     
    ++Benn++
     
    Ps. I'm happy when I talk with you [ u know ] ?!!
    November 16

    แย่จังเลยว่ะ เซ็งโว้ยย

    BORING !!!! สาดดดดดด !!!!  How should I say.....bored fucking much eveyday...all the time
    have a lot of home work...have to write diary eveyday this kind of my homework I don't
    like to write diary but have to done it .... this is Thai language skills subject seee way !!!
     
    and most of subject I think it very difficult it " Introduction of English Linguistics " learned
    about voicess,voice,phonetic,,etc very hard have to remember lot...and about computer
    subject too,, but it ok I like it. life in university it ahrrr,,,,and now my life in uni it ok
    not so bad at all..begin here it till bad now everyone my friends and teacher , about my
    study it not bad....hahaha...u are say it right ?!! hahaha !!!
     
    D!zZ G!rL .. sleep too late .. aww ...
     
    Te Quiero Mucho,,Besos,,
    November 06

    Loikrathong Festival

       
       5 Novermber 2006 .. Loikratong Festival .. it good culture in Thailand every year I'll done Funny
    with my family and my friends but this year I think I couldn't coz everything it too far for go out .. 
    and in chiang Rai it really cool too so that reason it make me lazy and on the 8th my university will
    have Loikratong Festival in MFLU stadium I appotiment with my many friends we will go together.
    .. Funny Funny .. 555+
     
        By the way this day my university open second semaster term already .. I have to study hardly
    more than the first semaster it really tired I have two day for I finished my class so late about um
    20.00 p.m I never do like this really but I have to do ... tired .. wanna to laydown..55+
    today I have a test "Introducetion of english linguistic" this subject it really hard I meet vocabulary
    so hard i'm afraid I'll get grade F with this subject I'll fighing Fight..su su !! aja aja !! ...
     
        Want to have time for hang out with friends drink and drunk but can't do like that often ..
    responsible it stick with me 5555+ and about November I have to pay money for ticket
    go America !! owww ... choose cheaper airline of couse !! 5555+
     
    " Work and Travel in America 2007 "
    McDonal in Mississippi Go Go .. จะได้เจอกันแล้ว ดีใจ ดีใจ หุหุหุ ..
     
    ++BENN++
     
    September 23

    Boring Camping

    Today...I'm really tired...ohh...wake up 7.00 a.m. this is Saturday ?!! I have to wake up
    early 'coz I have activity for do it .. I have camping on today this camping it name ....
    " Help child inferrior chance " it really have profit and good in my section of english
    we go about 50 people this camping .... Environment and Devolopment ..... hehe **
     
    we to feast food for childs and have funny activity for them past me it not fun..
    really bored = =: but it ok..coz have to understand it be Merit .... 555555+
    we had activity untill 4.00 p.m. then we be back University in the bus I'm sit
    have FUCHINK .. sit too we talk so fun them really fun 555+ ..........
     
    - Ahrrr..... why life every day it look busy everyone don't interested them
    have different life past me still normal but change little sometime it look
    confuse and I don't know ... my own way it still middle way .....hmmmm
    if I feel miss something or someone just thinking and then it will good ..
    Miss U everyday but little bit ... SHOUL IT OUT " I MIZZ U " U knoW ?!!
     
    Te Extranio Mucho Mucho ........ 55555+ BeSOS
    September 22

    Deseo morir !!

    Oh !! My Gosh !! today I had the final examination with "Listening & Speaking"
    it not hard but I'm stupid I read the question mistake ... Ja Tai Nenon ... 555+
    I hope I don't get grade F this subject I hope just B r B+ the best with me !!
     
    and these day have a lot of thing it happen with my life ... good and bad ...
    I am been in my University it 4 month already so fast ... I try to change my
    self and everything for new life in collage student it hard to make new thing
    such as friends,study etc. but it ok I hope everything it will be fine with me...
     
    I'll go back Phrae on 5 Octorber coz I have vacation when final examination
    finish I'll stay in my hometown about 2 week and then go to Chiang-Mai
    for Interview with employer Work and Travel in America I hope I can interview
    pass...Good Luck for Me....hehe* And I'll open new term sencond term on
    1 November 2006....ahhh....it cool season I really afraid in Chiang-rai it
    really cool....Tai Ne Ne Ku....but that's good coz I'll go camping with my
    friends 5555+ I want to go .... for relax breath and breath 5555555+++
     
     
    Ps.Today in my room Dormitory can't forget ...it have bad eggs in basket...  
         It really bad smell my roomate they almost died..EGGS BLOW !!!...
    Ps.Kid Teung Mak Mai Na...
     
    ++Benn++
     
     
    September 07

    What I am gonna be ?!!

     
    I feel frustrated with many thing here ... I have to accept this is my reality ?!!
    I feel confuse many thing it happen so fast I'm not ready for accept it but why not..
    I want to fry out from here I really don't like  how long ? now my life it so fucking
    have many problem that's I have to pass it ... get my soul be strong ...
    these day I can't sleep well can't eat don't have power for do anything like almost
    die when I will pass feeling like this how long ? what i am gonna be ?!! outside
    on the word have some spaces for me or not ? i don't have anyone feel weak I'm not
    strong .... don't have dream and imaginetion ..... that's the way me and you choose
    be the best way ... T.T ...  so far away ... really don't have anything stay forever ....
    just keep the good memories and sometime if feel lonely can bring it come to soul again...
    if feel bad I'll cry untill I feel good but it doesn't be like that ...how should I do ?....
     
    ++Benn++
     
    Ps.Try to close heart
     
     
    September 06

    My Way [Reality]

     

    Hello everyone [ if you read my Spaces ]

     

            This is the first I writing Spaces ^^* well it really interesting !! come to my life...c'mmom....

    I'm be collage student already have many thing it happen with my life it have good thing and

    bad thing I really want to keep good thing come to my life and I don't wan't to thing about bad

    thing it make me feel bad but no problem I have to accept the truth thing ... collage student it

    so tired really have a lot of work many project that's I never meet before...my life on

    high school I really love it who said collage it really funny past me now I can't said that

    yet maybe I don't meet the funny thing in University yet 55555+

    I don't like life in my University I want to move to new University..I'm study english major

    it good I love it but This University have just english .... understand ? ....

    I want to learned more that english language.. I'm not excellent english yet just fair

    sometime in bad too...I don't like english grammar I'm fail 55555+

    really hard or not ? not sure ... I want to go back to life on high school because

    I have a lot of memories...good memories… this my way I choose it by my self ….

    I want to go out from here… go to the new place have a lot of people that I never know

    before in here my reality life it look busy on my high school I don’t have responsible

    so much like collage student …. Some time I feel give up I’m cry don’t have anyone

    understand me only my self really …These day I got a lot of trouble it heavy.

    people around the world have problem just different problem….have to accept it …

    Les’t my soul be strong … Su Su Su Thai … aja aja .. CONFUSE !!